I KNOW

 I know you think you ruined my life when you broke my heart, and for a while, I might have agreed with you and them ,

There were days when I didn’t want to get out of bed and nights when I cried myself to sleep . can't believe you caught into a demonic trap.

But it’s an amazing thing how something so devastating can tear you apart…but then makes you realize who you really are.

I know you or anyone of those wicked of the wicked would never underestimated me the whole time  you were hear with me I nurtured  you , but your bad influence  from the kingdom of darkness  the satanic apostles and warlock  that tried  to blind  your eyes thought  that i couldn’t make it without you and that I didn't needed you to be happy..

But when you let them  decided for you  to cut me off , they know that they can never  take away a mother's  love  away from me, I took a good hard look at you and  myself. Ha

Yes, my heart was in pieces.

Yes, I was down and out.

Yes, I couldn’t see the light..

But then, you see, something inside me woke up.

Maybe being completely lost in the darkness helped me finally see the light I hadn’t found for so long.

But in those days when I was falling apart,

I realized I was falling into something better.

The real me.

Every day, I put another piece of myself back together and forged my armor stronger.

Every time I thought I couldn’t do it, I found a way and grew braver.

I stopped dwelling in what had been and started envisioning what I could become.

No more wallowing or feeling sorry for myself.

You let them feel that you  destroyed me, but all you let those trash  did was give me the fire to become better, wiser and stronger.

You showed me what I don’t want out of a mother relationship and most importantly,

That I’d forgotten who I was and how to love myself.taking up my life with your foolish actions.  It's call spell bound demonic narcissistic and  remote controlled you have being bewitch by my enemies   so call woman and man of God, you went from eating caviar  to start eat Bush meat and dress like a vagabon in cheap cloth and strange power famished your money .

Now I laugh at the storm  I  think of you and I don't  cry, I’ll smile instead.

Thanking them  for using you to setting me free and fueling my drive to rise again better than ever.

I’m not going to let anyone ever cage my spirit again, because some hearts were meant to stay wild..

And I’m just one of those creatures.

So, they did more for me by me letting  go than you ever did preten to love me your mother

Not only did you show me the way to become better,

But I took every piece of my heart that you shattered and built it into the most formidable armor ever.

Because of your foolish demonic  actions   i raise the bar  for myself..

 because of there false power over  you, I was forced to evolve.

After all, they’ll never keep a good mother  down. I am going to laugh at there shameful self of being stupid ! They shall be exposed 

Mother Dawn Coburn